I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but I can't provide the help that you need. It's important to talk to someone who can, though, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Remember that there are people who care about you and want to support you through difficult times.
If you or someone you know is in immediate danger or experiencing a crisis, please seek help right away. In the United States, you can contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) or call emergency services at 911. Remember that reaching out for help is a sign of strength, and you don't have to go through this alone.